He's Cheating On Me

My reddened eyes are sore
And my heart is black
My face has fallen
And I really want my life back

Was it you that killed me?
Everything says you are
Destroyed my future and life
And emotionally killed me so far

Are you the one that made everyone
Hate me for loving you?
Taken trust and family
For some love that is not true?

Lies and cries fill the days
As I weep through the night
Evil looks and curse words
Have taken away my heart's light

I was once so happy and free
Was it you that took it away?
I don't want to believe it
But there's no other way

You speak so softly in your voice
And you say sweet things
How can it be you doing this?
You show me so much feelings

But in my heart I'm falling apart
And my soul's spirit is dead
My beauty isn't what it was
And all I do is stay in bed

I don't feel like smiling anymore
Things just aren't the same
I don't feel like laughing either
Or even saying your name

I look at all the pictures of me
When I was so alive
I'm not the same girl in the mirror
Now I just tring to survive

All the tears burn the pillow
And I'm here, all alone
I can't seem to pull myself together
But just enough to reach the phone

I page your beeper, hoping you'll call
And all I can do is wait for you
Maybe they're wrong, you wouldn't do this
But when you don't call I know it's true

How can my love just take my life
My spirit and love too
How can the one thing I was sure of
Just wasn't meant to be you?

--Desiree

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