I Got To Make Up My Mind

people think we go out
i say hell nah
but i really wish we did
when you tell me you wanna ditch
i get mad and tell you not to leave me
and you don't
i love you for that
remember when i was playing M.A.S.H. with you?
you chose me three times!
i felt so special
i want you to ask me out
but no of course you won't since you don't think i like you
and you know so much about me
and i just met you this year
i tell you most of my secrets
i trust you so much
but then there is that one fool
i really like him too
i actually love him i need him
but i want you
my heart is split in two
i like you both very much
both are on my mind
i wish i could just decide
but that would be to hard for me
i guess i'll just have to wait and see what
goes on between us
and oh yeah . . . quit looking down my shirt!

DEDICATED TO WILLMAR AND ENRIQUE

--Julie

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